cut wat ??cut ur dick??haiyo..i wrote wat i think here also wrong too?..
8th of december is a special day
why i say today is a special day???this is because my friend,phoebe birthday!!!haha..i'm here to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY FEBE!!...hehe..old liao lo..but still pretty and cute..haha...today i woke up so early..because wan go hv a jog with yin jia them..quite tired..but is a new destination for me..ehhee..hv fun with them so much...haha~
7th of december.
today dunno why suddenly cry..without a reason..but after cry really like release everything...feel more free..lolz..thx jim,cindy,ee sing~i found tat i really hard to study..to concentrate wat i wan..i always find something to do..to let me not alone..m0re happy..til now i still cant be alone all the way..my life should be a lot ppls ,a lot friends around..this is me..today has changed me a lot..a lot..dun ask me why..coz i also dunno wat i cry or sad for..
kem chung hua END~
chung hua camp ended..i felt quite sad ..why time pass like rushing water??lolz..my heart are quite sad..but cant cry...haha..i wan cry..lolz..my friend finally back le..so miss her..so miss her...i really happy dao dunno wan say wat to her..lolz..i really wish now can meet her and hug her..and tell her..i am so disappointed with my friends...now they all like hv a girl beside and forget about me..is tat i selfish>??why i wan care about them?why i wan jealous ?is because they are my friends..now i really can prove tat love really can change a lot ...til now i still cant force myself dun to think about them..they hv fun..they hv rest..they hv their life..they hv someone to care to..but me..i felt like they leave me..sien..now i really dunno wan to do wat..juz play with my new met friends,yin jia and teck chai..and i still hv a trusted friend to share..i think tat enuff..is it true:?can someone teLL me>??friends,dun be too over yea..ur happiness juz will hurt someone..although he look like nothing..pain in heart..is really painful~
tired day and feeling fainted...
lolz..during the camp..really tough..now change darker and my wrest so pain..also dunno how to explain the pain..luckily yin jia and teck chai hv help me..really thx a lot to them..during the camp..if ppls ask me a question such as '$are u happy during the camp',i will say i am so happy..coz i can spend my time with my friends..in the other hand,i feel a bit disappointed with some of my friends...they really let me feel angry ..i wanna scold them but i scare too..i juz can smile to cover my anger..i dunno i wan tell who about my feeling.even my gor i also confuse wan to tell or not..lolz..i juz want to tell one person about wat i thinking..but now ..she not beside..so miss her..wish her come back fast..i still can keep it up as wat she told me..smile..be happy during the camp..i am sure that all the sadness hv pass and dun think about them..is it true?haha..but this camp i juz sad for one time..haha..left 1 more day,the camp going to end..wish i can feel more happy to the rest of the days.....how are u my friend,i really wish u everything ok..i so miss u ..come back faster ..hahahahha...
my friend,i miss u~
since u leave me..i felt like i'm alone..u are the only one tat i will miss so much..i miss u so much~i am waiting u to come back..pls come back ..and stay healthy..i really will miss u everyday..tat is wat i feel now..juz wan to say tat i miss u..i miss u ..i miss u...dun misunderstand..is juz a feel to wish alright and let u know there have someone missing u..Good bye my friend..dun let me be alone again..
